Wednesday, September 8, 2021

My August Reviews

Book Friends,

You know that I love summer so much. So much that the thought of August ending makes me a little depressed.  I have hope that I will experience Summer 2022!  This month I focused mostly on children's literature, but I managed to fit in one grown-up book! 

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I had a hard time getting through this book. It's a rather long read, so I listened to the audiobook (18+ hours). Even listening was hard at times. The book picked up around part three. And the last two hours were SO good, I couldn't put it down! There were so many plot twist. I wish I had paid better attention throughout the book. 

I recommend this novel, but I am warning you it is a time investment. If you had asked me to rate this book the first 15 hours I would have given it ๐ŸŒป๐ŸŒป๐ŸŒป, but the last three hours were ๐ŸŒป๐ŸŒป๐ŸŒป๐ŸŒป๐ŸŒป.  I really think this could have been a really great 300 page book.
 

My other reviews this month:

Celebrating Diversity and Inclusivity in Children's Literature 

Children's Books Celebrating Diversity and Inclusivity

    Friends,

I had so much fun with this little project! This last month I read so many great books from picture books to novels. Some of my favorites are Fry Bread, Just Ask!, Eyes that Kiss the Corners, Return to Sender, Insignificant Events in the Life of a Cactus, and so many more great books.  This month I put reviews and resources into a Google Doc that I will continue to use as a working document for future books.  Currently, I am working on a list of Women in literature mostly in the area of STEM, it's going to be great. I welcome all your ideas also, please share!

Diversity in Children's Literature

Inclusivity in Children's Literature

I did read one grown up book this month! Click here to read:  August Book Reviews


Sunday, August 15, 2021

This is Not Our Home

I wrote this last weekend and just now sending it out. Please hug those you love.

 

Sometimes my mind can go to dark places and there are a few friends that will encourage me in those times (you guys know who you are). I will get a motivational pep talk, an encouraging verse, a picture from the past, or even the right song at the right moment.

This week the world lost a beautiful person. We were not super close, but we hung out in the same circle a while back. She moved several years ago, got married, and loved her community. I would see something on Facebook every now and again. Then there it was this week, another life lost this week to covid. She was and is loved by her entire community.  I have had her on my mind all week.  This virus has cost so many lives. Spouses. Parents. Children. Siblings. Grandparents.

We do not belong to this world. We are promised something far more spectacular. I know our minds can't even dream that big, but I picture firecrackers that are an eternal grand finale, fireflies fluttering all around, the biggest bowl of never ending ice cream, and the most perfectly beautiful body.

I believe music can be healing. I hope you can find encouragement, joy, love, or whatever you need in the words of these songs.

What ifs Matthew West

Eye of a Storm Ryan Stevenson

Rescue Lauren Daigle

Joyful Noise Matt Maher

Scars in Heaven Casting Crowns

God you are We are Messengers

Monday, August 2, 2021

July's School Age Book Reviews, PK-12 grades

 Book lovers,

Many of the books I read this month were recommendations from others who wanted a review about books in their classroom libraries. I had so much fun doing this. So much fun that I decided to hunt for lesson plans, activities, projects, videos, etc. that could be used to support the classroom or get kids interested in the book. These are FREE resources that I found online. Some are better than others and come from different sites. I have always had the most luck at Teachers Pay Teachers, you just have to find what works best with your kiddos. 

I read some really great books for young people this month. White Bird was one of the best books, watch the book trailer. Out of my Mind was the book that resonated most with me. Although the main character is young, we had a lot in common. Isn't that the magic of a book!?! We can learn from the book or find ourselves written on the pages.

I hope you enjoy the reviews and maybe pick one up for yourself.  Please feel free to share with anyone you want to. This project gave me purpose for the first time in two years! Stay tuned, I have something special planned for next month.

You may notice "Kids+" next to the Amazon link. What's Amazon Kids+?  Amazon Kids+ This link will send you to the site to explain.

*Amazons suggested ages and grades.

Other blogs I wrote this month:

My Story Update about me, more of my story, Walk for a Cure

July Reviews of Grown-up Books  A must read book!

 

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You HAVE to read this book! One of the best books I have read in youth literature. It is written as a graphic novel and takes place in France during WWII. It starts off in present day with a young boy calling his grandmother up and asking her to talk about growing up as a young girl during the war. His grandmother hesitates at first, but decides to tell him the story. I was captured by the story almost immediately. This book was more than history lesson. It has a subtle message about love and acceptance, the humanitarian crisis, caring about all people regardless of race and status, and much more.

The graphic novel was very difficult to read on my device because of the tiny text (kindle version from the library). I don't know what it looks like on actual kindle device. The audio book was excellent and worth the buy if you don't have access to the library. It host a full cast of readers, sound effects, and extra sound bites (or is it bytes?). This book was a total gem and I highly recommend.

Additional Resources:

Goodreads              Amazon

*Ages 8-12, Grades 3-7


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So good!!! The main character Melody was born with Cerebral Palsy. She is immobile and non-verbal, but her mind is brilliant. Her whole life she has known what she wants to say, but she cannot speak the words. But everything changes her fifth grade year when she receives some very special technology.

I think I loved this book so much because I relate to Melody so much. I know first hand how a small piece of technology can dramatically change your life. Please pick up this book and read it, share it, have your kids or students read it.  And by the way there is a sequel coming out in November 2021 called Out Of My Heart.

Additional Resources:

Goodreads              Amazon

*Ages 10+, Grades 5-6

 

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This is the second time I have read this book. The first time was for a book study at a school I was working for in 2017. That school year Salva Dut himself came to the school for a presentation and promoted Water for South Sudan. I recently read another book, Home of the Brave by Katherine Applegate, a story of an African immigrant recently relocated to Minnesota, and I wanted to pick up this book again.

This book begins with two alternating stories, one taking place in Sudan in 2008 with a young girl named Nya and the other in 1985 Sudan with a young man named Salva. When the war breaches his village while at school, Salva has to flee before he can find his family. The young men like Salva are now know as "The Lost Boys" of the Sudan. Salva encounters much heart break and tragedy. Kya is tasked everyday with fetching water two miles from home, twice a day.

This is a book you won't forget and perfect for cross curriculum lessons, Project Based Learning, and STEAM activities!  I am posting some additional information about Salva and his organization.    

Additional Resources:

Goodreads              Amazon 

*Ages 10-12, Grades 5-7


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Roll With It is a cute story about a girl named Ellie who lives in Nashville and lives with Cerebral Palsy. She doesn't have any friends and she goes to a big school so she disappears in the crowd. When her mother decides to move to take care of Ellie's sick grandfather. Ellie has to adapt to a new school that is much smaller and does not have the same resources. But for the first time she has two new friends that she loves. This is more than a story about cerebral palsy, it is the story about relationships with people and accepting all of our differences. It is a pretty easy read while opening the door to conversations about divorce, dementia, autism, and cerebral palsy.

Additional Resources:

Goodreads               Amazon

*Ages 10+, Grades 5-6


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I am not a picture book expert, but this book is beautifully illustrated. The words are simple and the message is big. A library can change a life, reading can better it.

Additional Resources:

Goodreads              Amazon

*Ages 4-8, Grades Preschool-3

 

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Such a clever book! This book just came out in June 2021. I wish I was teaching math right now because this would be a great book to incorporate into the curriculum. The story switches characters every other chapter between Trish and Ben. They both love baseball and math. In the beginning of the book they start off as enemies until they realize how much they have in common. This book has it all: a little Shakespeare, a little magic, friendship, baseball and math puzzles!

I think this book is more suited for grades 6-8 (maybe 5th) and for small group or whole class instruction unless the reader really loves math. Also, I think it would be fun for this book to be used as a family activity where everyone works together to solve the puzzles!

There is a companion novel that preceded this book called Midsummer's Mayhem (2019) about a character named Mimi that has something to prove to her family.

P.S. The author liked my review on Goodreads!

Additional Resources:

Because the book is so new, I couldn't find many resources.

Goodreads              Amazon

 *Ages 8-12, Grades 3-7


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There are lots of things I want to say about this book, I hope I don't forget anything. Before I get into all that let me give you the synopsis.

Synopsis: The two main characters are Dana and James, about the same age. James was born about 150 years before Dana, but plays a critical role in Dana's story. Dana and her parents just moved to a historical home. While remodeling the home they discover the skeletal remains of a human. Before the crime scene investigators arrive Dana discovers a little black book which she secretly takes. It turns out to be a diary that holds answers to the mysterious body. James is the son of Quaker parents that recently moved from Boston to Kansas. He learns that his mom is assisting in the Underground Railroad when his father leaves on business trips. James struggles to understands his mother and why she would risk her family. (There are so many things to discuss and tackle in this novel: slavery, Underground Railroad, Quakers, the Oregon Trail, Beecher's Bibles, Sack of Lawrence, Border Ruffians, and more.)

So, the mystery is, who skeleton is it and what is it doing there!?

Now my thoughts:

  • It's historical fiction. I have done a few basic Google searches and haven't found anything verifying the characters (but if you know me, then you know I am a terrible Google-er), but many events and references to the city of Lawrence are historically accurate.
  • There is a little violence and the "n" word is repeated a couple times. I would say you need to have conversations about these before reading with kiddos. 
  • The book was pretty good. It kept me engaged and interested. I would totally recommend this book to mature readers.
  • In the present day story line there are several characters that I don't think had any relevance in the story and just muddled it up.
  • We the readers find out the whole mystery, but Dana and her friends never get the full story. They only know what is written in the diary.
  • There is a sequel called Soon Be Free. I liked this book and want to read book two.
  • History References:   Border Ruffians     The Sack of Lawrence

Additional Resources:

Goodreads              Amazon 

*Ages 8-12, Grades 3-7


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This book has received so many awards. It is a pretty serious novel with topics that are important, but rarely, if ever discussed in children's literature. The book takes place in Oakland in 1968. Three sisters fly from Brooklyn to spend a month with their estranged mother. Upon arrival at the airport their mother seems completely uninterested in her daughters visit. She sends them to a Black Panthers summer camp where they learn about all the injustice going on around them. The sisters go back to New York changed, but their mother is also changed. 

I enjoyed the book, but I feel it's more of a whole class read and novel study more than an individual read. There is so much to learn from this novel. One Crazy Summer is the first in a three book series. The next book in the series is called P.S. Be Eleven followed by Gone Crazy in Alabama.

Additional Resources:

Goodreads              Amazon Amazon Kids+

*Ages 8-12, Grades 3-7  


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This is the sequel to One Crazy Summer. P.S. Be Eleven picks up where One Crazy Summer leaves off. The girls return to New York where changes await them. Delphine is about to start the sixth grade, Pa is dating someone, and their uncle returns from Vietnam different. I found it a little dry and interesting for the most part. There is a third book which I am not interested in reading called Gone Crazy in Alabama .

Additional Resources:

Goodreads               Amazon Amazon Kids+

*Ages 8-12, Grades 3-7


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Don't let the name fool you! This book is really quite sweet. Max has a learning disability and the body of a teenage giant. Keven is a smarty pants with Morquio Syndrome which is a rare form of dwarfism with serious medical consequences. Kevin is referred to as "Freak" by Max in the book (written in first person from Max's POV). I don't personally like that nickname, it just bothered me. Actually when they made the book into a movie they took "Freak" out of the title and called it "The Mighty". Max has secrets about his past and spends most of his time in his grandparents basement until he sees Kevin moving in. Max and Kevin become friends and M starts carrying K on his shoulders becoming the duo "Freak the Mighty". The ending is a little sad, but overall I thought it was a great book. There is a sequel called "Max the Mighty" that I also want to read.

Additional Resources:

 Goodreads             Common Sense Media              Amazon 

*Ages 9-12, Grades 4-7


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This book "Max the Mighty" is the sequel to "Freak the Mighty". The first book was surprisingly good, but this one I could not put down. I loved it! Rachel a bookworm meets Max, a gentle giant still grieving the loss of his best friend. Rachel seeks safe haven with Max from her step father. Max risk his reputation and his life in order to protect Rachel. If you, your child, and/or your students read the first book please encourage them to read this one.

NOTE: This books does mention some physical abuse by one of the characters. Just wanted you to know the subject matter does come up in the book.

Additional Resources:

 Goodreads             Focus on the Family Plugged'n              Amazon 

*Ages 8-12, Grades 3-7

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This is a great novel on accepting the physical differences of our peers. Tom and his seventh grade classmates are introduced to a new student, Jessica. She is receiving treatment at a nearby hospital for severe burns sustained in a tragic fire. The students are shocked by her appearance and are terrified to talk to her, some even start rumors about her. Tom is scared of her also but knows the rumors are mean. Then, one day he starts to talk to her and is able to open up to her more than his other friends. Jessica only stays at the school for a short time but Tom feels she changed his life.

For those who love a sequel, you are lucky. The Great Jeff is the companion novel to Firegirl. I have not read it YET, but sounds like it focuses on Toms former best friend, Jeff.

Additional Resources:

Goodreads              Amazon

*Grades 3-7

 

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This was a simple book with a big message about right and wrong. Georgina, her brother, and mom are recently homeless and living in their car. Georgina wants to help her mom make enough money to get an apartment. She comes up with a plan. If she can steal a dog from the right home, she can collect the reward money. But she meets a stranger that might just change her mind.

Additional Resources:

Goodreads              Amazon

*Ages 8-12, Grades 3-7

 

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Another terrific historical fiction novel about WWII. Although fiction, the author wrote this first person free-verse story about a real girl named Odette Meyer. Many of the characters are real and their pictures are in the book which makes it feel more like an autobiography or memoir. It really was well researched.

There are so many good historical fiction books on WWII and I have read many lately. I would put this one towards the top. It was simple and kept my interest. It did not go into much detail around how horrific the Nazis were towards the Jews which makes it great towards younger audiences.

Additional Resources:

Goodreads             Amazon

 *Ages 10-14, Grades 5-8

 

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Great story about surviving off the land with some research and a little trial by error. I did not ind realistic though. The main character is 12 years old when he tells his dad he is running off to the mountains and take residence on their families plot of land and his dad lets him! This book was originally published in 1959. Maybe allowing a 12 year old to do this was more acceptable and realistic back then, but it certainly is not now. With that said there really was not much else that dated the story considering it is 63 years old! It is a really easy read that nature lovers would find appealing. I suppose that is why it is still a staple in many classrooms today.

 Additional Resources:

 Goodreads                Amazon                          

 *Ages 8-12, Grades 3-7


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My library did not have an electronic version of this text, but had the audio book. There was so much action going on and so many characters that I could not keep up. I personally needed a book to follow along with. With that said I have no doubt kids would love this fantasy novel with dragons, serpents, and other little critters. The gist of the book is about trying to find a safe place for the dragons to live when the humans start building roads towards where they live safe and in secret. There are obstacles along the way like a mean old dragon holding a grudge and wanting revenge.

While fantasy is not my cup of tea and the audio book was hard to follow, kids will enjoy this book.  To help keep the characters straight I found a Character Guide and included it below in the Additional Resources.

 Additional Resources:

Goodreads             Focus on the Family Plugged'n               Amazon     

*Ages 3-7, Grades 3-7

 

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An adventurous book about a brother and sister running away from home to the Metropolitan Museum of Art in NYC. They manage to live in museum for a week without getting caught. When the museum acquires a new angle statue Claudia and Jamie are determined to find out if it is the work of Renaissance artist Michelangelo. When they decide they need more information, they to speak to the woman who sold the statue to the museum, Mrs. Basil E. Frankweiler. Claudia ends up learning more about herself than the statue.

This book was written in 1967, so it is quite old, but still relevant. I could not decide if I should give 3 or 4 stars. Don't let my 3 stars hinder you for picking up this novel, it is still a good book.

Additional Resources:

 Goodreads              Amazon Amazon Kids+

*Ages 8-12, Grades 3-7

 

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Jeffery Magee, known as "Maniac" Magee on the streets, is orphaned when both his parents died suddenly in an accident. After eight years of living with his aunt and uncle under tense circumstances, he runs away. But "Maniac" not only runs away, he also runs and runs fast. While living on the streets he discovers just how racially divided his small town really is. He is trying to fit in on a side of town where some believe he does not belong even though he has been taken in by a loving family that looks past skin color. In his quest for belonging he meets great people who take an interest in him.

While this book can ignite conversations about race, which is great, I thought the book overall fell a little flat. This is probably an unpopular belief that many would argue with me. I might give it an extra half point.

Additional Resources:

 Goodreads             Focus on the Family Plugged'n              Amazon 

*Ages 8-12, Grades 3-7


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Okay, I had a hard time with this book, but I think it was because I couldn't get an electronic copy of this one. The library only had it on audio book and Amazon didn't have either. There must be some strict publishing rules. You can buy a physical book through Amazon and I am sure your local library has it also.

About the audio book I listened to, I found it hard to follow along and stay engaged. I think I started it over a half dozen times. Once I got into the story it was not long before my attention was lost again. I would normally give it two stars, but I gave the physical book the benefit of the doubt hoping it's better reading than listening. 

Additional Resources:

 Goodreads             Focus on the Family Plugged'n              Amazon 

*Ages 8-12, Grades 3-8

 

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Like the first book "Darius the Great is not Okay", this sequel hits on some of the same notes, such as mental health and the adolescents of boys. This book introduces Darius' first love interest, Landon, and the struggle of knowing what to do at the right time. Darius wants to understand LOVE and what love looks and feels like. For only the second in his life Darius feels accepted by a group of strong, caring young athletes while still experiencing bullying by others. I thought the first book was good and this one was just okay. If you enjoyed book 1 give this one a try and see what you think for yourself.

Additional Resources: 

Goodreads              Amazon 

* Ages 12 and up, Grades 7th and up (WARNING: This book like many teenage boys, discusses the male anatomy. I also tend to be on the more conservative side in terms of ages and would of said high schoolers.)

July Review of Grown-up Books

Hello book friends. You may notice that this blog is a lot shorter.  I decided to separate things out this month. If you are interested in reading the other blogs from this month (and you really should) the links are below:

My Story Update about me, more of my story, Walk for a Cure

July School Age Book Reviews, PK-12 grades My blood, sweat, and tears went into this one

The Book Woman of Troublesome Creek was my favorite book this month.  It was so fascinating! People kept talking about how good it was and I didn't believe them until I finally picked it up.  It is definitely one you should read.

 

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This book was surprisingly good. It was a little slow in the beginning and I didn't hold much hope for it, but I was wrong. The Book Woman of Troublesome Creek is a complex work of historical fiction (as in many historical pieces all tied into one novel). First it highlights one of Roosevelt's WPA programs included in the New Deal Act known as the Kentucky Pack Horse librarians. The author includes telling a story about the blue skinned people who have a rare disease known as Methemoglobinemia and the racism that was present in the south at that time. In addition the author uses "courting candles" as a way to marry off the main character. The story took twist and turn that I did not expect coming. If you love historical fiction that is wrapped in a heartwarming tale of love for people and a passion for reading this book was written for you.

Goodreads 

Amazon 

 

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Great book about the acceptance of others when the world is not necessarily kind to them. This novel is written as fantasy. A case worker for the Department in Charge Of Magical Youth is sent to a home with six dangerous children (a gnome, a sprite, a wyvern, a green blob, a were-Pomeranian, and the antichrist) on a secret mission sent by the Extremely Upper Management. The children's caretaker is very protective of them, but will that be enough to keep the home open. This book was highly praised and although I really enjoyed this story, I don't know if it really lived up to the hype. I would still recommend it!

Goodreads

Amazon 


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This is a fun, light, easy read! It reminded me of the Crazy Rich Asian books. I was literally laughing out loud at parts. If you want an easy fluff read, then this is the book for you. Four dramatic Aunties and a mother, an ex-boyfriend, a murder, a wedding....I mean what could go wrong?

 Goodreads

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People We Meet On Vacation has a similar style as Malibu Rising in which every other chapter is in the past until it catches up to present. Once again I don't think it lived up to the hype. It was good, but not memorable. A classic romcom. Boy and girl travel every summer for 12 years until romantic feelings threaten the relationship. Will their friendship survive or will they have regrets? Enjoy reading this by the pool, on vacay, or just because you need some fluff in your life.

Goodreads

 Amazon


My Story

I ๐Ÿ’—LOVE๐Ÿ’— you friends!

Rescue Give it a listen. There is One who can rescue you.

There are so many things I want to talk about this month, so i am just going to word vomit all over the place. BTW my writing is not in the best order I know, but once I write it I haven't quite learned how to select text to cut and paste. I just wrote my thoughts as they came. It's raw but true.

Also, please visit my book review blogs this month:

July School Age Book Reviews, PK-12 grades My blood sweat and tears went into this one

July Reviews of Grown-up Books  A page turner on this lists

PURPOSE

Since all of this stuff started happening and I had to leave my dream job and pretty much my dream life, I have struggled with finding a purpose. I started reading๐Ÿ“• because I was bored. Reading turned into a blog. Then a friend asked if I would be interested in reading and writing some reviews of the books in her classroom library, which turned into others asking. I started finding purpose again! Then another friend asked if I would write a blog on Diverse Children's Literature including topics that involve diversity in regards to disabilities, ethnicity, and family background for a group of teachers. (I am so excited to start this new project.) This idea evolved into finding lesson plans, activities, videos, and projects that I could share to save teachers time and energy. This was no small task, but I have had fun doing it. I feel like I have a purpose again and it feels good (even if no one ever uses them).

MY STORY ....well, part of it

I have also realized many people don't understand what ALS is or the little things no one thinks about. It's a motor neuron disease that affects all the muscles, thus creating paralysis, including swallowing and eventually breathing. But there are so many other weird things that also happen that you don't realize:

    • I have a hard time managing emotions. I cry, laugh, and yawn at inappropriate times. Not only do I cry, but I cannot stop.  And don't even get me started on the yawning! It is the worst by far. I actually have a funny story about it that involves chapel at my last job and my friend Janette.  Apparently you can see the back of my throat from the opposite side of the sanctuary.
    • I feel like I am trapped in a body, nothing works except my brain. Totally weird feeling.  I tell myself to move an arm or leg and nothing happens. I try to make a sound and nothing comes out of my mouth.
    • I can't scratch an itch or swat a bug from my face. Just imagine a gnat or fly swarming your face and unable to get rid of it. I don't even have enough lung capacity to blow it away from my face. Don't get me started on the itchy eyes and scalp.Does anyone have a cure for itchy scalp? I have tried all of the usual suspects.

Sometimes a video can explain it better. Check out these videos, they say it better.

Stephen Hawking Diagnosed at 21.

I am Brian Wallach I admire his thinking. When everything first started happening to me, I was very positive (before ALS was something we even considered). I thought (and the doctors) it was related to my Ependymoma from 2015. The doctors were convinced it was scar tissue attached to my spinal cord causing the spinal cord to narrow not allowing the fluid to go through properly. That was true, but obviously more was going on that we had no idea about at the time.  So, I had another difficult surgery done at M.D. Anderson in Houston, done by one of the best surgeons in the field. I was so optimistic! I felt like I was the only optimistic one. My recovery was honestly one of the worst experiences of my life. When I went back to Houston after recovery didn't go as expected, no one knew what was wrong.  I started to get worried after test after test came back negative. There's no test for ALS, you have to rule out everything else. I was praying something would come up positive. Eventually everything was ruled out. I was transported to Fort Worth and placed in a nursing home.  I did not expect to tell you all that! I warned you about the word vomit!๐Ÿคฎ

The Reich Family  I share many of the same experiences as this family except I did not have the family part. I remember vividly sitting with two very dear friends talking and worried that maybe I had MS. While praying it wasn't, they were reassuring me that if it was we would be able to handle it. Then six months later we were praying that it was MS. Funny how life changes like that! 

I would love to do some fundraising for the ALS Association. My friend Kat is gearing up for the walk in October, please consider joining our team.  CLICK here.  If you have other ideas and are good at planning Fundraiser events I would LOVE to do something! PLEASE think about it.

Anthony BEAUTIFUL!! "You can always live a meaningful life if you evolve with your circumstances." I have often thought about wanting to get a tracheotomy like his mother. As I have said in the past, I love living so much why would I choose dying. Then there are day(s) when you can't get help when you need it or when no one can figure out your equipment, those are the days when I think 'why bother'. That is what makes the decision complicated. No one really knows this, but there is something about getting the trach that gives me peace, I am just afraid that people will think I am making a mistake and leave me. My fear is being alone and then what would be the point. I have lots of fears. What I am learning from Anthony's story is to stop using "used to". I am an educator, it looks different now. I can talk, but it is using voice assistance now.  I can eat, but I eat ice cream instead of hamburgers now. I am evolving with my circumstance.

Zach Part 1 He did not have ALS, but what an amazing young man. Don't watch the second part if you don't have a box of Kleenex with you. Zach Part 2

One last and final video.  ALS Ted Talk Discusses what ALS is and what the ALS Association did with the money from the Ice Bucket Challenge.

THIS MONTH

This month has not been too bad. I was able to go outside and enjoy the sun, I saw a rocket go up to space full of civilians, and watch the Olympics. Every day I get to see something cool or get to hang out with a friend is a total blessing.

Sometimes when I am lonely I get depressed. I had a lot of plans for my life that I know will never happen, and I hate to admit and confess this, but I am a very jealous person..  I am jealous of working legs, of seeing people I used to hang out with hang without me, of  going on vacation, and hundreds of other things. Also, I have a bit of FOMO. I like to be in the know and involved. I don't know quite how to reconcile my feelings. I hope this doesn't keep people from telling me things.  I want to share in your excitements and pray with you when life hands you lemons.

It's amazing what you take for granted when you think you have all the time in the world. Please don't make the same mistakes I have made!


Join team Carrie's Crew  My plan is to be in Dallas on that day. I would love to have a big group walk along with me. But if you can't then still consider joining the team and set a fundraising goal instead! It does not matter where you live. I have friends everywhere. Lets find a cure and save lives, save my life! I want to live!

MY CREW

   

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Friday, July 2, 2021

My one person interview with myself and my June book reviews

Helllloooooo! We have made it halfway through 2021 already, can you believe it?!?! It's my favorite season๐ŸŒž๐ŸŒป right now and can you believe I have not gone outside since Easter weekend! I know, I can't believe it either. 

 What have I been up to this last month?

I will either ๐Ÿ“•, watch ๐Ÿ“บ, or ๐Ÿ˜ด๐Ÿ’ค.  Basically if I am tired of books and TV then I sleep and not because I am sleepy but because that is what you do when you live in a nursing ๐Ÿ ๐Ÿ .

I did a lot of reading this month. I wanted to review some ๐Ÿ“•๐Ÿ“•๐Ÿ“• for a few teacher friends. So, I have this post with ALL my June ๐Ÿ“• picks and a separate post with only 2nd-12th grade and YA books.  You can find that post in the right hand margin of this page.  In addition, for each book, I added links to Goodreads and Amazon. Any avid reader has there TBR (to be read) list and I have taken all the work out of adding to that list. Also, when it comes to the Youth and YA ๐Ÿ“•๐Ÿ“•๐Ÿ“• I added Amazons age and grade recommendations.

What are the things I miss the most?

  • eating all the foods๐Ÿฅ˜
  • hanging out with friends
  • traveling ๐Ÿ›ช
  • dating๐Ÿ’‹
  • my amazing job and living in Houston
  • my puppy Magnolia๐Ÿถ

What foods do I miss the most?

  • burgers and fries๐Ÿ”
  • steak
  • blooming onion, cheese sticks, fried pickles
  • tacos๐ŸŒฎ
  • Wingstop
  • chips and queso

What do I wish I had done more of before I got diagnosed?

  • not complained or worried about my weight
  • traveled more
  • spent time with friends๐Ÿ‘ซ 

I miss my friends so immensely that it hurts. I want you all to visit as much as you want, let me know the days. I always feel bad asking. I guess it feels like I am bugging you. I know you all have families and I know family comes first, that is why I don't ask. I feel guilty.

 

I have been wondering who if anyone actually read this, so if you have made it this far would you leave me a comment and your name if you don't mind!

I created a blog with only the youth and YA books for my teacher friends. If you want to check it out click here or you can find it in the right hand margin along with the others I have written.


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Great book! Not too suspenseful, but not too predictable. Hannah a step mother to 16 year old Bailey is having a hard time connecting to the high school daughter of her husband Owen. One day a note is delivered to her door saying "protect her". Hannah doesn't understand what that means until Bailey tells her she found a duffel in her locker with a large sum of cash in it. Then, they find out some disturbing news about the company Owen works for. Bailey and Hannah turn detectives and find out more than they were expecting to! Choices are made that will change their lives forever. 

I could not put this book down. I had to find out what happens. If you like a detective like story, you will like this novel.

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Taking place about 70 years after the death of Jesus, during the first Jewish-Roman war, this book follows the life of a slave girl, Hadassah. Hadassah is the only surviving member of her family during the destruction of Jerusalem by the Romans. She is captured and sold to a wealthy family in Rome and given to the daughter, Julia as her personal slave. Julia lives a self-destructive lifestyle and thinks of no one but herself. In order to survive Hadassah must keep her Religion a secret. She remembers and clings to the teachings of Jesus that her father taught her as she subtly talks about her God to her captures. There is so much more to this book: Barbarians, Gladiators, love affairs, murder, betrayal, and so much more. A Voice in the Wind is the first book in the Mark of the Lion series. If you like Christian historical fiction then you will love this book. I listened to the audio book while following along which helped me pronounce all the names in my head.

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This is a beautiful story about a boy named Kek, an immigrant from Africa. He arrives to American in the heart of a Minnesota winter. Making friends, learning English words, and adapting to new cultural norms is difficult for Kek. He lives with his aunt and older cousin who arrived before him while clinging to the hope he will be reunited with his mother one day. This book is a gem and I only wish the book was longer, filled with more Kek stories.

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* Age 10-14, Grades 5-6

 

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This is a great summer beach read by the same author that wrote Daisy Jones and the Six. Really it's about a dysfunctional family and them going from rags and riches. It is written with every other chapter about the past until it catches up to present day. If you are just looking for a light read, this might be the book!

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Traffick is the sequel to Tricks by Ellen Hopkins. Tricks introduced readers to five characters who were sex trafficked in a variety of real life scenarios. The first book was hard to get through due to the graphic content and the sad truths. Traffick revealed how kids can be rescued from these horrific situations, how difficult it is to move forward, and how easy it can be to go back to that lifestyle.

This series was written for high school readers which I thought that was too young, After reading the statistic that the average age of a young women being introduced to prostitution is 12 years old (as of 2007, and things are not improving), I thought that might not be too young after all. This book could be the perfect starting point in having critical conversations about sex trafficking and what to look out for.

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* Age 14 and up, Grade 9-12

 

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A really strange book, but in a good way. It is full of mystery, fantasy, and magic. Mr. Hood's Holiday House is every kids dream, until it's not! A place to enjoy your favorite holidays full of decorations, treats, and where your wishes come true. But what really happens at the house and can you run from it? It was not my favorite book, but can totally see why kids would love it.

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* Age  9-12, Grade 4-7
 

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First published in 1989 (probably new when I read it for the first time) this book is still a little gem. It is 1943 in Copenhagen, Denmark and Annemarie Johansen and her best friend Ellen Rosen have already lived with the war and Nazi's on every corner of the street for the past three years. When a Rabbi warns the Jewish people of the Germans intent to "relocate" them, Annemarie's family helps Ellen's family escape to Sweden. Soon Annemarie is asked to take part in the mission and has to conjure courage and strength to help save her best friend.

Lowry based the book off stories her best friend told her. Although some of the characters are fictional, many of the events are true. A majority of Danish Jews were smuggled out of Denmark on fishing boats and motorboats. About 7,000 lives were saved. The handkerchiefs used to confuse the human sniffing dogs were true. They used rabbits blood to attract the dogs and cocaine to hinder their noses.

The author used the word "relocate" instead of delving into the details of concentration camps and human genocide making it more appropriate for the younger readers.

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 * Age 10-12, Grades 5-7


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A really beautiful book about starting over. Esperanza (meaning hope) was the daughter of a wealthy rancher living in Mexico. When tragedy strikes the family, she is forced to immigrate to the United States during the Great Depression and begin life anew in a camp for Mexican farm workers. Trading her fancy dresses and laid-back lifestyle for hard labor and financial struggles is more difficult than she was expecting. A heart warming read about hope, family, and beginning over.

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 * Age 8-12, Grades 3-7


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Darius does not have many friends and no social life. But when he and his family go to Iran to see his ailing grandfather, Darius learns more about his Persian roots and meets a neighbor boy named Sohrab. Sohrab invites Darius to play soccer with some of his friends. They quickly become each others t friend.

Darius suffers from depression, following his fathers own battle with severe depression, which becomes a major theme of the book. Darius and his father have a contentious relationship, that needs

For the first time Darius is feeling like his true self. When it is time to return to America, Darius is going to have to find away to be himself at home.

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* Age 12 and up, Grades 7-9 (WARNING: involves some lude talk about the male anatomy)


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The sequel to A Child Called "It". This book focuses on David during his last few childhood years, ages 12-18. David was rescued from his mothers grip at age 12 and spent the next six years bouncing from foster home to foster home. Like many foster kids he struggled with fitting in at school and home. In an attempt to fit in with his peers David found himself in hot water over and over again, eventually ending up in Juvie. If you ever wanted to know about foster care from a child's perspective, this is a great starting point.

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This is the third book by Dave Pelzer in the Child Called "It" series. While the first two books covered up to age 18, this one picks up in at 18 and goes through adulthood. It covers his career and volunteer work, love interest, and the birth of his son. The first book was hard to read because of the extreme abuse he lived, but I found this one much easier. If you have an interest in this topic then I recommend picking up this book. WARNING: not for the faint of heart.

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Don't tell anyone, but I think I like the Henry Huggins books more than the Ramona books. I don't know why exactly, maybe I like the adventures Henry and Ribsy go on. They are always causing mischief and getting in trouble. But they always manage to get out of the deep end of the pool. This book is 70 years old! I think given how old the book is, it is still silly and funny. Because of its age somethings are unrelatable, like how much things cost and the freedom kids had to run around the neighborhood. Henry is a constant problem solver. In this book Henry is all about getting a bicycle. A very wholesome series, so far.

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 * Age 8-12, Grades 2-7


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This book had a really slow start, but about halfway through it began to pick up. It takes place in 1979 war-torn Kurdistan. Olivia an aspiring photojournalists joins her Kurdish boyfriend, Delan to Northern Iraq for a family wedding. She takes this opportunity to capture a picture that will land her her dream job at work while learning more about Delan's childhood. The trip ends up being more dangerous than both thought it would be. When tragedy strikes Olivia realizes she captured it on film. Olivia has to figure out what do with the roll. I gave the book three stars because of the slow start. Glad I stuck it out!

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So far this was not my favorite book of the series that I have read. Henry wants to go fishing with his dad, but only if Henry can keep his dog Ribsy out of trouble for the next month. Ribsy is a handful though and causes trouble for Henry to try and fix. 

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 * Age 8-12, Grades 2-7


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A hard book to review. A simple description for this book is fiction story about a runway teen trying top find themselves in transgender group of friends. But it is much more complicated story than that. Is it fact or fiction? Memoir or anti-memoir? Fantasy or magical realism? One thing we do know is that it is complicated.

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What a dud! I was REALLY hoping to like this novel, but it was nothingness. Kat an ER nurse in California is watching the news about a fire in a New Zealand night club and in the background she sees her sister. But her sister Josie died in a terrorist attack more than a decade earlier in Europe. See, sounds interesting right? Mari moved to New Zealand got married to a wealthy man and has two children she adores. But has secrets her husband doesn't know. Who is Mari? And what is she hiding from? Sprinkle in some romance and no plot twist and wa-la you get this less than exciting novel.

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